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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

My knuckles are pounded sore and my nails are rough and worn down to the fingertips.

All are self inflicted.

Today's chm test was so damn easy and it was the only chem test i actually mugged my heart out for. And yet i still made so many careless mistakes that i think i will fail.

If i fail this test i will quit chemra.

I've been thinking about my life in general, and i realise i keep pushing myself into the top programs and schools and screw up everything there, then force myself into advanced classes and fail the subjects.

I'm going to screw up the rest of my life. The new gpa system doesnt make my gpa increase, it DECREASES it.

I'll probably find a job cleaning out donkey shit at the zoo and stay there for the next 50 years.

posted@ 4:03 PM


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